not everyday...

cold. wet. icy. rainy. gray. so everyday can't feel like 100%, and i ought to be fine with that. not especially off program; just not particularly on point. i wonder if this is what ordinary feels like? i'm much more an extremity girl myself. call it a gemini thing... sadness needs company too. from time to time, she needs attention, so now she has come to me. and i will appease her for a time - only for a time - because i know what it's like to want company.